{"id":16106,"date":"2021-03-08T23:41:34","date_gmt":"2021-03-09T04:41:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/?p=16106"},"modified":"2021-03-08T23:41:34","modified_gmt":"2021-03-09T04:41:34","slug":"a-new-project","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/2021\/03\/08\/a-new-project\/","title":{"rendered":"A New Project"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I would share the lyrics to the song I wrote about a month ago which I am trying to polish enough to put on Spotify. I&#8217;m currently looking for someone to collab with who will sing the guy&#8217;s part I wrote over the bridge, so the progress has been stalled for the present moment, but here it is!<\/p>\n<p>The title is under construction, but I&#8217;m currently calling it &#8220;i used 2 sleep with my phone&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>(I thought I saw you last night)<\/p>\n<p><strong>I&#8217;m setting a reminder in my phone for early May <\/strong>(across the bar, yeah you caught my eye)<br \/>\n<strong>saying if I&#8217;m still talking to you it&#8217;s time to go our separate ways <\/strong>(I went home with another guy)<br \/>\n<strong>yeah it&#8217;s harsh, kinda cold <\/strong>(you were never mine)<br \/>\n<strong>but I best do what I&#8217;m told <\/strong>(you were never mine)<br \/>\n<strong>cause now you&#8217;ve got her to hold, hold you <\/strong>(you were never mine)<\/p>\n<p><strong>thinking back on everything that&#8217;s happened; I&#8217;m feeling kinda down<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>all those late nights that I stayed up hoping you would come around<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>I would sleep with my phone<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>ringer on, all alone<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>wondering if you took her home again<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>you&#8217;re not mine to lose<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>but if I could choose<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>the place that you&#8217;d have is by my side<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>I know that it&#8217;s wrong<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>to feel so in love<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>with someone who&#8217;ll never change his mind<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>but I can&#8217;t excuse my feelings for you tonight<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>we had a good long while of talking every day<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>and I&#8217;d hang up with a smile; you made colors out of gray<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>but pack it up, signing off<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>won&#8217;t wait around for your love<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>now you&#8217;ve got her and that&#8217;s enough for you<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>you&#8217;re not mine to lose<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>but if I could choose<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>the place that you&#8217;d have is by my side<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>I know that it&#8217;s wrong<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>to feel so in love<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>with someone who&#8217;ll never change his mind<\/strong><br \/>\n<strong>but I can&#8217;t excuse my feelings for you tonight<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>wake up faster<\/strong> (<em>I thought I saw you last night<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>make it better<\/strong> (<em>across the bar with some other guy<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>move in closer<\/strong> (<em>true you were never mine, but when he held you tight<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>remember<\/strong> (<em>I said &#8220;I&#8217;m fine;&#8221; I lied<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>all those evenings<\/strong> <em>(tell me girl, did I hurt you?<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>I spent feeling<\/strong> (<em>I know I did, but what did I do?<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>things I thought you<\/strong> (<em>and when you took him home, I called a girl I know<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>were also feeling<\/strong> (<em>couldn&#8217;t be alone, would&#8217;ve lost control<\/em>)<\/p>\n<p><strong>but it&#8217;s okay<\/strong> (<em>now I&#8217;m with her instead<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>I know you better now<\/strong> (<em>but you&#8217;re still in my head<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>I won&#8217;t wait<\/strong> (<em>I bite my tongue and try to say, anything except you&#8217;re name)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>not gonna wait around<\/strong> (<em>would you ever wait for me?<\/em>)<\/p>\n<p><strong>you&#8217;re not mine to lose<\/strong> (all those evenings) (<em>I thought I saw you last night<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>but if I could choose<\/strong> (I spent feeling) (<em>Cross the bar with some other guy<\/em>)<br \/>\n<strong>the place that you&#8217;d have is by my side<\/strong> (things I thought you were also feeling) (<em>true you were never mine, but when he held you tight, I said &#8220;I&#8217;m fine;&#8221; I lied, can&#8217;t you see I&#8217;m crying?)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>I know that it&#8217;s wrong<\/strong> (but it&#8217;s okay) (<em>tell me girl did I hurt you?)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>to feel so in love<\/strong> (I know you better now) (<em>I know I did but what did I do?)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>with someone who&#8217;ll never change his mind<\/strong> (I won&#8217;t wait) (<em>when you took him home, I called a girl I know, couldn&#8217;t be alone, would&#8217;ve lost control)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>but I can&#8217;t excuse my feelings for you<\/strong> (<em>I&#8217;m so confused; I know I used you)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>no I can&#8217;t excuse these feelings for you<\/strong> (<em>I never knew that I would lose you)<\/em><br \/>\n<strong>no I can&#8217;t excuse my feelings for you tonight<\/strong> (<em>how can I prove I&#8217;ll always choose you?)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>(can we go back to last night?)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I thought I would share the lyrics to the song I wrote about a month ago which I am trying to polish enough to put on Spotify. I&#8217;m currently looking for someone to collab with who will sing the guy&#8217;s part I wrote over the bridge, so the progress has been stalled for the present [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2227,"featured_media":14189,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[9,1589,1694,192,1495,1588,1633,420],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16106"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2227"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16106"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16106\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16107,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16106\/revisions\/16107"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/14189"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16106"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16106"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16106"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}