{"id":17520,"date":"2021-10-20T09:30:56","date_gmt":"2021-10-20T13:30:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/?p=17520"},"modified":"2021-10-19T23:39:37","modified_gmt":"2021-10-20T03:39:37","slug":"scribble-3-spellbound","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/2021\/10\/20\/scribble-3-spellbound\/","title":{"rendered":"Scribble #3: Spellbound"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cYou hear laughter cracking through the walls.\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

As I sit down to write this blog, I struggle. This time it isn\u2019t particularly difficult to write due to an intimidating feeling I am experiencing. I am not having a hard time putting a personal topic into words. After a fun-filled, cathartic weekend of catching up with friends and taking care of myself, I find myself struggling to formulate a blog that concerns music and my emotions. Music is one of the ways I process my sadness, anger, stress, and\/or feeling lost, and this past weekend I haven’t experienced much of that. I happen to struggle with my worst bouts of writer\u2019s block and artist\u2019s block when I lack these emotions, so today\u2019s blog will be something different.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cIt sends you spinning, you have no choice.\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Although I didn\u2019t go home for fall break, I would argue that these few days off were just as restorative for me as if I had. It gave me time to spend with friends who I hadn\u2019t seen much of this semester. It seems like classes and studying have taken over our lives now that most things are finally in person, for better and for worse. Luckily, I had minimal work to do over break, so it was the perfect chance to catch up with my friends without the shadows of deadlines and pending exams hanging over our heads. Instead of worrying about what studying needed to get done, I was able to be fully present and enjoy every minute spent with my friends.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cFollowing the footsteps of a rag doll dance,\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

I can\u2019t tell you the last time I was as happy as I was while dancing to <\/span>Spellbound<\/span><\/i> by Siouxsie and the Banshees with my best friend this past weekend. We were enjoying each other\u2019s company and the music we both love, and, in that moment, I felt like I was exactly where I was supposed to be. This is a feeling that is incredibly valuable to me in the constant turmoil of \u201cgrowing up\u201d and the long and never-ending process of figuring out who I am.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cWe are entranced; spellbound.\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

This week\u2019s blog might have taken a bit more time and creativity than usual, but knowing that this is because I have been at peace with myself makes me hope I have many more weeks of this type of creative block to overcome.<\/span><\/p>\n

Listen to <\/span>Spellbound<\/span><\/i> here: <\/span>https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=n_bXdEA6nSM<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cYou hear laughter cracking through the walls.\u201d As I sit down to write this blog, I struggle. This time it isn\u2019t particularly difficult to write due to an intimidating feeling I am experiencing. I am not having a hard time putting a personal topic into words. After a fun-filled, cathartic weekend of catching up with […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2242,"featured_media":17266,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17520"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2242"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=17520"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17520\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17531,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17520\/revisions\/17531"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/17266"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=17520"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=17520"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=17520"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}