{"id":25830,"date":"2024-10-06T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-10-06T11:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/?p=25830"},"modified":"2024-10-05T16:24:06","modified_gmt":"2024-10-05T20:24:06","slug":"capturing-campus-panic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/2024\/10\/06\/capturing-campus-panic\/","title":{"rendered":"Capturing Campus: Panic"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>TW: Mild gore<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Panic<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It starts with a s u r g e<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>not like a seizure\u2019s electrical storm<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but a thickening of your skull<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>soupy membranes turned slick and wiry&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>veins puffed up and tangled<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Entrapped in your mind<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>the heat pounds heavy and gross<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>filling your ears with thoughts<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>taking no form, no substance<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>unintelligible thoughts of the present and future<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And exposure&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a naked vulnerability as eyes find you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>where all senses and sense of peace have eroded<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and you question whether peace ever was<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>or was it always anticipation?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of a quiet that won\u2019t last<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But you beg for one that lasts<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>you stupidly, ridiculously beg for one that lasts<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>for a tranquil touch you swore you used to know<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Was it seconds ago or longer<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so familiar and so far<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>with tainted bones&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a brain stained and comprehending<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>that a dull poison&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>will still kill you&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"633\" height=\"757\" src=\"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/sep-22.1.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-25831\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.8361955085865258;width:376px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/sep-22.1.png 633w, https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/sep-22.1-251x300.png 251w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 633px) 100vw, 633px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>TW: Mild gore Panic It starts with a s u r g e not like a seizure\u2019s electrical storm but a thickening of your skull soupy membranes turned slick and wiry&nbsp; veins puffed up and tangled Entrapped in your mind the heat pounds heavy and gross filling your ears with thoughts taking no form, no [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2246,"featured_media":25727,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[9,776,2034,1520,281,15,420],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25830"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2246"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25830"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25830\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25833,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25830\/revisions\/25833"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/25727"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}