I recently closed a professional, devised show in Detroit. For anyone who isn\u2019t familiar with this type of theatre, it basically involves a group of performers building an original show from the ground up, often utilizing games and improvisation. When we were rehearsing one day, I started moving along with a poem being read by another performer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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And then the question came: are you a dancer?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And oof, that\u2019s a tough one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So first of all, because I am stubborn, yes. In small part due to a random smattering of dance classes, mostly in adulthood, and in much larger part due to some pretty extensive physical theatre training, I have a degree of body awareness and creativity, and I move to express beauty and tell stories. So yes, I dance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But that\u2019s not what I told them.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt\u2019s complicated.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve taken some dance classes. I\u2019ve tried out a lot of styles. I\u2019ve done some work developing stamina, flexibility, and somatic awareness. But, despite the way I think about my own identity as an artist, I\u2019m also keenly aware that there are plenty of people \u2013 many of them dancers \u2013 who would not view that label as accurate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
As a child, my dance training was limited to a few classes at the Y. I did not spend years in ballet or modern technique classes learning the correct ways to position my feet or perfecting my placement. Instead, when the theatres all closed during the pandemic and I ended up with a bunch of free time on my hands, I started taking adult dance classes. It started with various hip hop styles, such as popping, locking, and breaking, then branched into the somewhat scarier and certainly more daring circus arts, like silks, pole dancing, and parkour, before coming back down to Earth with styles like modern and contemporary. Even now, if somebody tried to verbalize some kind of choreography to me, it\u2019s still a crapshoot whether I\u2019ll have any idea what they\u2019re talking about. Though it\u2019s worth noting that I can do quite a lot if somebody explains movements in terms of body mechanics instead of dance vocabulary.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So, this time, I\u2019ll pose the question to you: am I a dancer? Can I call myself a dancer if I didn\u2019t spend my entire childhood learning technique and then ideally perfecting it in college? If my aesthetic is less \u201cpoint your toes\u201d and more \u201clet\u2019s try this weird thing and see if it looks cool?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
There\u2019s a lot at stake in this question. How should I think of myself artistically? What are the \u201cright\u201d labels?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But most importantly: who gets to call themselves an artist?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Because if the only people who get to be artists are those who can afford thousands of hours of classes and do things the \u201cright\u201d way according to the standards of the dominant culture, that\u2019s a really big problem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
First: how many hours of dance classes does it take to perfect the minutiae of technique? And more importantly, how many people can afford that many dance classes? As a kid, I sure couldn\u2019t. I don\u2019t necessarily think that there\u2019s anything wrong with learning technique in dance or any art form. There\u2019s definitely some benefit to have more tools to pull from when creating. But I do think there\u2019s something inherently elitist and exclusionary in saying that there\u2019s only one right way to create, and that only those with enough money and resources are allowed access.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
The some obvious unfairness to telling people that if they can\u2019t afford \u201creal\u201d training, they can\u2019t be artists. But there\u2019s an even bigger problem: by telling people that only those who can afford extensive training get to be \u201creal\u201d artists, we\u2019re ensuring that art remains a domain only for the wealthy and powerful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narratives govern our lives. Tsubasa Yamaguchi famously said, \u201cArt is a language without words,\u201d and I\u2019m inclined to agree. Because we can say more through the arts than we might be able to with words alone, making and sharing art in its various forms allows us the chance to challenge dominant narratives. If we tell ourselves the story that everything\u2019s fine, nothing will change. But if we can alter the story we tell ourselves to say that change needs to happen, there\u2019s some chance that it actually will. People will only try to change things if they believe something is wrong. Change the story, change reality.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So here\u2019s the thing: if only the privileged make art, privileged narratives are perpetuated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Part of moving towards a more just world is being open to expanding our ideas of what counts as normative, good, and beautiful. And in all of these cases, but particularly in regard to beauty, the arts have a unique ability to challenge entrenched ways of thinking and help us to see beauty in new places. By taking away the gatekeeping around what counts as a \u201creal\u201d artist, we allow more people the chance to challenge narratives that fail to acknowledge the beauty and goodness in those who don\u2019t fit our reductionistic, colonized ideas of who \u201cdeserves\u201d or has \u201cearned\u201d these labels, based either on having inherent traits that are favored, or by developing normative traits through conformity and compliance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So what does it mean to tell me that I\u2019m not a dancer? To say that because I move differently than I might if I had trained in more conventional ways from childhood, my body can never fit within the imposed parameters? What does it mean that my body, ever crooked due to scoliosis and sometimes uncooperative due to chronic illness, will never hold itself the exactly the way a dancer body \u201cshould?\u201d If I can\u2019t dance right, should I never dance at all?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Movement has been my primary means of managing chronic pain for years, and for this reason among many others, I refuse to believe that my identity as a creative mover, a researcher of my own body, as a DANCER should be locked up in an ivory tower that I can only access if I force my non-normative body to behave itself and cough up money and resources that I don\u2019t have. Because then my body would just be another \u201cweird,\u201d \u201cugly\u201d body that would never get to move at all. Movement should not be a privilege reserved for the white, cis, straight, or able-bodied.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
George Washington Carver said, \u201cEducation is the key to unlock a golden door of freedom.\u201d And I don\u2019t necessarily disagree. I can still see the value in working with great teachers, getting feedback, introducing yourself to new ideas and aesthetics, and pushing yourself as an artist. But given the power dynamics and barriers still inherent in education and training, I don\u2019t think it\u2019s fair to lock people out and tell them their creativity and perspectives aren\u2019t legitimate if they can\u2019t access these things.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
So yes \u2013 because I have put in the work to study my own body and explore various styles of dance, and because I am challenging notions of what physical beauty and expressive movement can be \u2013 I am a dancer.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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