{"id":26422,"date":"2025-01-05T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-01-05T12:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/?p=26422"},"modified":"2025-05-12T14:37:18","modified_gmt":"2025-05-12T18:37:18","slug":"capturing-campus-feeding-ritual","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/2025\/01\/05\/capturing-campus-feeding-ritual\/","title":{"rendered":"Capturing Campus: Feeding Ritual"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Content warning: Eating disorders, binge eating, rituals<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Feeding Ritual<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Keep the food in the fridge and out of your mouth; disregard the growling; don\u2019t consider the taste; come up with guidelines to follow to a T; that means no chips, no bagels, no pasta, no pretzels, no fried foods, no Diet Coke, no fatty meats, no butter on toast, no ice cream, no cone for the ice cream, no school lunches, no holiday dinners, no Krispy Kreme donuts (that one is important); bread is a trap; chocolate is a lie; don\u2019t drink your calories; eat exactly half your meal; turn down the offer; it\u2019s Halloween: too bad; it\u2019s Christmas: He starved or bled to death (one of the two); it\u2019s best not to consider the feeling of fullness; run to feel better; run until your legs burn; run until long after your legs burn; move at a crawl because your legs burn; don\u2019t lose control; people are good at spotting those things; but search the cupboards and fridge anyway; grab something, anything, everything; don\u2019t stop for air; keep shoveling, and it\u2019s all well and fine; eat until the world has turned upside down; feel embarrassed; feel hateful; feel envious of prior bodies, of other bodies; be out of control; be angry; be ugly and spiteful at the world which births and suffocates; be proud of the mess; deny it all; keep killing yourself; don\u2019t stop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" width=\"778\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/jan-5-778x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-26423\" style=\"aspect-ratio:0.759765625;width:482px;height:auto\" srcset=\"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/jan-5-778x1024.png 778w, https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/jan-5-228x300.png 228w, https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/jan-5-768x1011.png 768w, https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/jan-5.png 794w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 778px) 100vw, 778px\" \/><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Content warning: Eating disorders, binge eating, rituals Feeding Ritual Keep the food in the fridge and out of your mouth; disregard the growling; don\u2019t consider the taste; come up with guidelines to follow to a T; that means no chips, no bagels, no pasta, no pretzels, no fried foods, no Diet Coke, no fatty meats, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2246,"featured_media":25727,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[2034,2147,2137,2148,1520,34,281,15,2168],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26422"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2246"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=26422"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26422\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26424,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26422\/revisions\/26424"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/25727"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=26422"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=26422"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=26422"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}