i remember when i was nothing but Hope<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i remember when i thought that my Hope was enough
to save the world.
when i felt that everything was to be done right.
when i had the answer to absolutely everything
and nothing could change it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
in elementary school i was always
running to be the line leader,
to tell my peers to buckle up
and wait their turns
and stand up straight
and quiet down
and then it’d all be fixed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and i remember wanting to be president.
to solve world hunger and bring world peace,
to bring a better life.
the eyes of a child and the eyes of an idealist
are one in the same, and
both are so very needed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
my eyes grow dimmer,
my prescription weaker,
and i have cataracts on my soul, my spirit,
and i can barely see the light anymore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the Hope, it persists nonetheless
like a echo.
it has lasted far longer than i ever thought it would.
i can even hear it now.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but it is dying, slowly and steadily, no matter how many times i resucitate it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
i now see those who i love and care for
who i worry and fear for
being told by others who will never care to know my loved ones
to buckle up
and wait their turns
and stand up straight
and quiet down
to listen up
and quickly move
and shut their mouths
and stay alert
and don’t speak up
and don’t resist
and don’t you dare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
and to refuse would be risking everything.
i fear for those risking everything.
i fear for them, and for those who will be told they’re risking everything
no matter what they do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
when do you cry for help?
when it is too late? when you’re there just in time?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
where is our line leader. does such a person, such an entity, even exist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
will it ever.<\/p>\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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