{"id":27298,"date":"2025-07-17T23:54:59","date_gmt":"2025-07-18T03:54:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/?p=27298"},"modified":"2025-07-18T00:19:48","modified_gmt":"2025-07-18T04:19:48","slug":"black-girl-diaries-4-emergency","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/2025\/07\/17\/black-girl-diaries-4-emergency\/","title":{"rendered":"black girl diaries (4): emergency"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>i&#8217;m not the one to sound alarms<br>when there&#8217;s not an emergency,<br>when nothing &#8217;round me would cause harm <br>or initiate urgency.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>a crash, a boom, a slam, a bang,<br>the explosion of someone&#8217;s voice<br>can leave me grasping for somebody<br>to give me another choice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>it&#8217;s all at once, it&#8217;s always been,<br>and i know it always will be,<br>but every time i think of this<br>i wonder how this world is free<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>since i&#8217;m not made to handle things<br>of multitude, for i am just<br>a person with a complex mind<br>of particles that come from dust.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and who really isn&#8217;t just that?<br>is anybody else around<br>to witness nature&#8217;s caveat,<br>the deaf&#8217;ning, overwhelming sound?<br><br>because i know i&#8217;m not alone,<br>but it truly does seem like so<br>when i go in search of my own<br>and all i get is told to go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>so what to do in such a state?<br>a person who is nothing but<br>as moved and living as the late<br>can only pull their eyes closed shut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>unless, of course, there was a hand<br>to hold and have and know and pass<br>through all the hurt and turmoil that<br>come with this life, this knowing path<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of crashes, booms and slams and bangs,<br>of letting that heaviness hang,<br>of knowing even on your own<br>you&#8217;ll never truly alone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>emergency! emergency!<\/strong><br>a social peril, a dire need<br><br>to be together, joined at once,<br>to fight the good fight attonce<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i&#8217;m not the one to sound alarmswhen there&#8217;s not an emergency,when nothing &#8217;round me would cause harm or initiate urgency. a crash, a boom, a slam, a bang,the explosion of someone&#8217;s voicecan leave me grasping for somebodyto give me another choice. it&#8217;s all at once, it&#8217;s always been,and i know it always will be,but every [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2289,"featured_media":27180,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1334,1],"tags":[776,2165,281,15,420],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27298"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2289"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=27298"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27298\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27300,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27298\/revisions\/27300"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/27180"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=27298"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=27298"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=27298"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}