{"id":343,"date":"2009-12-12T01:30:14","date_gmt":"2009-12-12T05:30:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www3.arts.umich.edu\/ink\/?p=343"},"modified":"2009-12-12T01:30:14","modified_gmt":"2009-12-12T05:30:14","slug":"on-devouring-books","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/2009\/12\/12\/on-devouring-books\/","title":{"rendered":"On devouring books"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure class=\"thumbnail wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"width: 410px\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\" \" title=\"Books\" src=\"http:\/\/i814.photobucket.com\/albums\/zz64\/artsink\/books.jpg\" alt=\"Books\" width=\"400\" height=\"442\" \/><figcaption class=\"caption wp-caption-text\">Book-shopping: an English major&#39;s guilty pleasure.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Does anyone remember these old B&amp;N bags before they decided to shift emphasis to a more \u00e2\u20ac\u0153let\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s endorse our store colors\u00e2\u20ac\u009d look?<\/p>\n<p>My dad use to bribe me with money when I was still into the The Chronicles of Narnia hullabaloo (circa \u00e2\u20ac\u02dc97). He said that if I read all the books on the front of this bag he\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d give me $50 and another $50 if I read all the books on the backside. Now, let me remind you \u00e2\u20ac\u201d$100 at that age was like winning the lottery so I took this very seriously. I read <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">To Kill a Mockingbird<\/span> because for something reason or another, I thought that once I read <i>that<\/i> book, no doubt I would\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve won the respect of all my elders and I could just die in peace. I managed (by some miracle) to meander my way through <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Of Mice and Men<\/span> and a part of <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Death of a Salesman<\/span> (depicted on the other side) by the age of 11. I feel certain that at the time I was hopelessly oblivious to the notion of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153classic, canonical literature\u00e2\u20ac\u009d; I did, however, know that <span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban<\/span> was not categorized as such. Ultimately, I never finished all the novels on this Barnes and Noble bag and I never did get that $100. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122m still short two or three of these books at the age of 19.<\/p>\n<p>But nowadays, I couldn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t be bribed with enough money to <i>not<\/i> read them all.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><span>What we need are books that hit us like most painful misfortune, like the death of someone we loved more than we love ourselves, that make us feel as though we had been banished to the woods, far from any human presence, like a suicide. A book must be the ax for the frozen sea within us. <\/span><\/p>\n<p><span>&#8212; Franz Kafka<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Alas, books. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve monopolized the 200 square feet of dorm room space with a series of these fascinating specimens; an alphabetized avalanche leans against one of the walls. Come my fortieth birthday, I will be encased in a house constructed of books and accompanied with a select number of cats, plants, and telescopes. (The likelihood that I will become that proverbial cat lady has soared through the stratosphere. I have embraced my fate long ago.) Most likely, I will stumble upon these memories of my boisterous college years and laugh at how scant a pile of books this was and how meager and few the ideas I owned were and how na\u00c3\u00afve I was when I felt my life\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s significance diminish under the weight of the unknown Universe and what terrible food I tolerated\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6 and this stream of memories would be a nice token of remembrance to have. But these were the kernels of ideas that constitute me and encouraged me to think on my own accord and to try, standing on the shoulders of giants, to bring truths that I have discovered and have yet to discover, to light.<\/p>\n<p>On another note, I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d love to be introduced to your favorite books. Let me know. I\u00e2\u20ac\u2122d be eternally grateful.<\/p>\n<p><i>Sue majors in Neuroscience &amp; English and tends to lurk in bookstores.<\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Does anyone remember these old B&amp;N bags before they decided to shift emphasis to a more \u00e2\u20ac\u0153let\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s endorse our store colors\u00e2\u20ac\u009d look? My dad use to bribe me with money when I was still into the The Chronicles of Narnia hullabaloo (circa \u00e2\u20ac\u02dc97). He said that if I read all the books on the front [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=343"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":347,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/343\/revisions\/347"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=343"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=343"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/artsatmichigan.umich.edu\/ink\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=343"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}