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Evolving Emotions: Overwhelming Prospects
Smothered in paper
Opening and closing
My laptop and textbook
Ubiquitous
Cups of coffee surround me
Highly caffeinated, sleep deprived students
Talk and walk quickly
Obviously overwhelmed and
Doing all they can
On the path to graduation…
***
Stumbling upon an
Open space
Magnificent newness
Unknown to me
Cautiously approaching what is
Hardly familiar
Too many places
Objects
Sights to behold
Endless
Exploration to embark on
***
Sorrowful words
Over who I could have been
Mulling over who I could be
Unbridled
Creation
Happening now
To become
Obsolete is likely
But to become
Extraordinary would be spectacular.

Art Biz with Liz: Sights from Above
Hi there, arts, ink. readers! If you’re campus, chances are you’ve heard music coming from one of the bell towers. On central campus, there’s the Burton Memorial Tower (BMT), which houses the Baird Carillon. The university is lucky to have two carillons, the other being the Lurie Carillon on north campus. One of the perks of learning how to play the carillon is the access to the top of the towers that hold them. After I’m done practicing on the carillon, I often take a few minutes to stop and appreciate the sights. Being so high up offers a new perspective on campus, and the design of the BMT in particular allows one to overlook different buildings and parts of the immediate area.
While the cold temperatures have made it more difficult to do so recently, I took a trip to the top of the BMT tonight to enjoy the views. Unfortunately, it was a little too cloudy to fully enjoy the sunset. Nonetheless, I was inspired by Antonina’s post today as part of her “TOLAROIDS” blog series and thought I’d share some of the views from the BMT that I captured last semester.

What “Makes Up” A Drag Queen

Makeup and I have a very strange relationship. I’ve gone through phases of wearing a full face, wearing no makeup, nothing but red eyeshadow, winged eyeliner, funky colorful eyeliner… you get the gist. I started experimenting with drag makeup two years ago, and back then everything on my face mainly came from drug stores. And to be totally fair, most of what I use two years into my drag career still comes from CVS and Target, since a lot of it is cheap and totally works! So I’m gonna break down the makeup I use on the regular for my drag, and my favorite brands to buy from!
The look I’m using utilizes most of the makeup I use and pretty much all of my favorite brands! As seen above, it’s a green medley artistry look with funky eyeliner shapes, glitter and sparkles, and my distinct black lip and lack of brows.

Like most drag queens, I use Elmer’s disappearing glue sticks to glue down my eyebrows. Surprisngly, those kindergarten glue sticks are still the best for glueing brows! I use elf Hydrating Face Primer and cover my brows with The Crayon Case concealer in the lightest shade, as well as my foundation in Wet n Wild photofocus Stick Foundation and Krylon Paint Stick in “TV White”, a staple of many drag queens. My eyeliner is NYX’s Epic Wear eyeliner, and I use Kim Chi Chic Beauty’s The Most Conealer in shade “White” to create my eye crease. And then the fun stuff:
The greens and yellows here are part of the Mango Tango and Virgin Mojito palettes from Kim Chi Chic Beauty. The glitter on my lips and nose is from Midas Cosmetics in shades “Soul” and “Mermaid”. All the eyeliner detailing is either NYX or Glisten Cosmetics, and the black facepaint on my neck is from the Amythest Painting Palette. My go-to black lip is a mixture of NYX Epic Ink eyeliner and Sephora black liquid lipstick.

Besides my drug store basics, I try to mostly shop from queer-owned, black-owned, or other small businesses for most of my makeup. The Crayon Case is an amazing black-owned beauty brand themed around school supplies, Midas Cosmetics is a afro-latina-owned indie brand that offers cruelty-free and vegan glitters and eyeshadows, and Beauty Bakerie (which I didn’t use for this look) is a black-owned makeup brand themed around, you guessed it, a bakery! My current go-to brand is Kim Chi Chic Cosmetics, created and owned by Kim Chi, an Asian drag queen who’s makeup artistry is To Die For! Her brand has adorable themeing with teddy bear palettes, drink-themed eyeshadow palettes, adorable heart-shaped blushes and highlights… literally the cutest brand. So if you’ve learned anything from this article, it’s that Pinball is Obsessed with KCC Beauty and that cheap makeup doesn’t have to be bad makeup!!
TOLAROIDS: Sun(s)
I originally wanted to create a post with sunsets, but then I found some sunrise photos I just couldn’t exclude from the post. SO, I gathered some of my favorite sun(s) from around the world. These were taken with a variety of different tools and cameras, so please do let me know if you want to know a bit more about the specific photos 🙂
You know where to find me @akilian.jpg & akilian@umich.edu
The Rise of the Band Geeks, Episode 12: Requiem for Marching Band Season
Ice on my tongue, crusted
Over harsh, bitter puffs of nothingness
I trusted
The months would stretch and coalesce into taffy-like time
That eternities would burn in the aftermath of summer’s speed
And all evenings would be fever dreams of drill and fundamentals and Varsity
Until the sun slid behind the lids of the multihued trees and the Fearless Leader
Summoned the teeming mass of band geeks to the center of the tower and we all
Screamed “Go, Michigan!” as a team and December was but a beam on future’s horizon
In January’s rut I cling
To the remainder of the season in my closet and the singing, screaming shrieks of victory
Storms of maize and blue and snow that flowed round human flesh
And the heat that dwindled into a freeze as the fall washed into my memory
And the bright maize lights and the blimp and the remembrance
The fusion of fall with first Notus, then Boreas,
42-27
Entanglement of life with Heaven
They said we wouldn’t win until Hell had frozen over
Before they realized
Hell is a town in Michigan.















