A scoff
A scorn
A sigh
A scour
A sorry
A silence
A sound
A song
A show
A shimmer
A success
A scoff
A scorn
A sigh
A scour
A sorry
A silence
A sound
A song
A show
A shimmer
A success
I love you to the moon and…
And what?
And back to this town?
Where I feel the gravity of their eyes on me?
Depravity of the lies I hear?
No.
Not back.
I do not want to come back.
So what if we just stayed on the moon?
Without any context,
Or caring what comes next,
Without fear of any conflict,
Or anyone feeling vexed.
Every smiling moment,
Has been shared under the moon.
In the bliss of torrential downpours and concert encores.
Deep breaths under twinkling fairy lights and dimly lit starry nights.
But on Earth the moon sets at dawn.
And uncertainties are redrawn
In bright colors for everyone to see.
On the moon,
However,
We could last forever.
Stars help make amends,
and there would be no critics.
Like a song that never ends,
We could live between the lyrics.
I
Question her lack of
Reciprocation. I made a
Declaration about my
Intentions and yet her dull
Reaction leaves me in my
Emotions. Is further
Action necessary? Or should I stir in my
Ambitions and keep
Caution close to the chest? For the
Duration that I remain
Fixation is all I know.
Rumination about what could have been if I had
Conviction in my speech. What could have been of this
Situation if I had told her? My only
Communication was a pitiful
“I…”.
Smothered in paper
Opening and closing
My laptop and textbook
Ubiquitous
Cups of coffee surround me
Highly caffeinated, sleep deprived students
Talk and walk quickly
Obviously overwhelmed and
Doing all they can
On the path to graduation…
***
Stumbling upon an
Open space
Magnificent newness
Unknown to me
Cautiously approaching what is
Hardly familiar
Too many places
Objects
Sights to behold
Endless
Exploration to embark on
***
Sorrowful words
Over who I could have been
Mulling over who I could be
Unbridled
Creation
Happening now
To become
Obsolete is likely
But to become
Extraordinary would be spectacular.
Waiting is indifferent to your desires.
Careless about the fires ignited for those
people and places you long for.
She has a cunning style,
cloaked in a fragrance of temptation.
Waiting is patient,
She waits until you cannot wait any longer.
Then She grips onto your life
with a hold that cannot be stronger.
She works universally,
unapologetically,
knows no boundaries,
dancing with our fragile hearts
simultaneously.
Waiting has no intention to comfort you.
No incentive to soothe your anxious mind
in the intervals of time in between.
For She holds time in her hand,
elongating it for no reason except for that She can.
She is cruel like that.
Waiting is cruel.
And then
just like that,
She is gone.
She’s replaced by a blink of euphoria
in the eyes that meet,
a sight of sweet smiles,
streets coming alive
just for you.
And all that time spent waiting
melts away.
She’s forgotten.
It’s a feeling worth waiting for.
Majestic but plain
Concrete but finicky
Mysterious but disclosed
Triumphant yet bittersweet
Crazed yet sane
Wholesomeness twisted
Into a contortion of the purest will
What is it that you want from me?
A craving that torments your inner satisfaction
A sadistic masterpiece
Of enrapturing composition
Tweaked by the mind
Solidified in the soul
Written on the tongue
Etched in the heart
A chase amidst insanity
Within the mind
Barriers to the complete
The creation
Each intricately aligned
Precisely where intended
For the eye to digest
And for the mouth to gasp in disbelief
The beauty in perfect imperfection
Synonymous antonyms
Arranged for the insane guest
Amidst a chase towards insanity