I am a runner.
I am proud.
I run up mountains.
I run through the night.
I run in the snow.
I run past finish lines.
And then I keep running.
I run from my feelings.
Growing up to be strong
has made me afraid of my emotions.
So I run.
I run from my insecurities.
Years of being complimented on false confidence
has made me lock up my real anxieties.
So I run.
I run from intimacy.
Losing the people I open up to
has taught me to never let my guard down.
So I run.
Running.
A form of strength,
I manage to turn into my weakness.
I am a runner.
I am not proud.
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