The Poetry Snapshot: Winter Nights Together

He moves slowly,
clinging onto warmth like armor for war.
His long primate tail lined with frost, heart exhausted,
Away and alone, lost from his home.
Unaware of his fate, paths soon to be crossed,
nature has a wickedly sweet course to bring us together.

Winter Nights, National Geographic

Dark starless nights with snow fall,
as innocent as a feather,
causes his toes to curl up.

Blistering all life until pushed beyond our strife.
Sacred, the breaths that exist amidst theses storms.

He follows an innate connection,
perhaps a beautiful view of natural selection.
A feeling, a calling,
a mutual collection of responding to each other.
There is an art to winter communities,
Building life-sustaining unity
Listening to each opportunity to survive
Together.

He does not need to understand this necessary kinship,
Or agree to hold each other in the storm for good stewardship,
But when the time comes, they will reach for each other.
Always.
Intertwined to create a shield of resilience,
unconditional love kindled by nature’s brilliance.

“The only way to survive these harsh winter nights is by sticking together.”

My Name is Minette, Chapter Nine: The Dreaded Dinner Table

That night, Minette sat at the dinner table already dreading Paw and Maw’s imminent interrogation. She didn’t want to hear them call her a boy or a suitor. She wanted to ignore her fate. They were all huddled around their little round table, knees knocking, toes fighting. 

Rhys was humming to himself, gnawing on his porridge spoon, and Irma was devouring her food like a mouse who’d found its way into the cookie jar. Minette hid her anxiety by chastising her siblings’ manners as usual and teasing them as much as she could without starting a ruckus.

Maw and Paw were, predictably, surveying the table and its inhabitants like a king and queen on a haughty dais. They noticed any green beans hidden under a napkin, any elbow pinching of an irritating sibling.

This evening, try as Minette might, each child received their time in the sweltering spotlight.

Irma came first. Paw leveled his molten stare at her, and she looked up, swallowing, even though her eyes couldn’t see it.

“Irma,” Paw said, in that deceptively quiet, even tone. “You went to the shop with Rhys today.”

“Yes, Paw,” Irma said. Minette glanced at Rhys and found him observing his peas with altogether too much fascination. Uh-oh.

“Well? How did it go, then?”

“It was… fine,” Irma said, with just a squick of hesitation. “Rhys was there the whole time. He helped me count the copper Drunes.”

Paw’s head swiveled like an owl’s to peer at Rhys. “Is that true?”

Rhys nodded, his moppy hair falling into his eyes. “Yes,” he said. “We got the bread and the flour, like Maw asked. Irma did great, Paw. You should really let her–”

“Really?” Paw interrupted, and Rhys’ jaw clamped shut. “I should let her do what? Overpay for Thom’s clumpy flour again?”

Irma opened her mouth to respond, but Paw dropped a bunch of copper-colored Drunes onto the middle of the table before she could say anything. They rang out and clattered against one another. “You gave me two Drunes short. Two Drunes we could have saved longer. Two Drunes your father worked hard for.”

Irma lowered her head. “I’m sorry.”

“This is why you can’t be doing things like this, Irma. You’re just not like the rest of us.”

Minette flinched. She looked to Maw for any protest, any resolution, but Maw was silent.

“It was my fault,” Rhys interjected quickly. “I was the one who should’ve–”

“Quiet,” Paw barked.

The Rise of the Band Geeks, Episode 15: The Army Returns (Part 2)

The ends of her fingers numb, Kendra crept behind Hilary on the short but arduous trek to the dining hall.  Each time she blinked, the puffy form of the stuffed octopus loomed before her, its mouth twisted into a coy smile.  Its elliptical eyes taunted her, their innocent demeanor crumbling as its sinister soul festered within.

 

Soul?  She shook her head to clear the cobwebs.  This was a stuffed octopus; Franklin the freshman cymbal was trolling her.  That had to be it.  Stuffed octopi couldn’t possibly–.

 

At the dining hall, she downed more coffee than usual.  She brushed Hilary’s concerned query, insisted she was caffeine- and sleep-deprived.  There was nothing to worry about; Franklin was trolling her; it was her imagination–.

 

Something soft tickled the nape of her neck.

 

The volume of Kendra’s scream could have drowned out a jet engine.  While no glass shatter, several patrons did drop their plastic cups, and one dude was unfortunate enough to spill chai down the front of his shirt.  Kendra leapt to her feet and batted her shoulders to brush the wretched thing off her, but there was nothing there.  She glanced wildly around her, impervious to the perplexed gazes of her fellow students, but there was no sign of the octopus–not on the chair, the floor, or in the clutches of a certain Franklin F. Franklin, with whom she was unfortunate enough to have in two of her classes.

 

The thing that had tickled her neck was Kendra’s own hair.

 

Her face the shade of the zero in the center of The Horseshoe, Kendra returned to her seat.  “It’s alright, guys,” she managed with a nervous laugh.  “I just got startled, is all.”

 

With that, the onlookers returned to whatever enticed them on their cell phones, save for the guy who had spilled chai on his shirt.  He was presently aiding a dining hall worker in cleaning up the mess and letting loose a poetic string of curses that would have put Shakespeare to shame.

 

“Kendra, are you sure you’re okay?”  Frowning, Hilary bit into the dining hall French toast, which didn’t have a very French feel to it once one added syrup, but no matter.  “That was–.”

 

“I thought it was him.”  Kendra couldn’t bring herself to say the word octopus.  For some reason, she thought of the octopus as being male, primarily because the person she associated with stuffed reversible octopi was male.

 

“You…thought it was your stuffed octopus.”

 

“He’s not my–my plushie!  It’s alive, Hilary!  IT’S EVIL!”  This earned her a few more looks from the patrons whose phone screens were not especially interesting.

 

“It’s a stuffed octopus, Kendra.  It can’t be alive.  Look, I’m stressed about school, too, but this–you need to relax, sis.  I can give you tips to help you destress–”

 

“I don’t need to destress!  I need to get to the bottom of this–this thing!  Because whatever this is might very well possess me.”  Steeling herself, Kendra stood and slung her backpack over her shoulder.  “I’ll see you later, Hilary.”

 

“Wait, what about your brekkie?”

 

Kendra hesitated and studied her un-French toast–English toast?–and gingerly resumed her seat at the crusty dining table.  “After breakfast,” she amended, setting her pack down.

 

To Be Continued…………………………………………………………………………..

Scribble #14: Unprodigal Daughter

“When I’d speak of artistry you would roll your eyes skyward, when I’d speak of spirituality you label me absurd.”

Over the past weekend, I took a very short visit home. It was relaxing to be with my family – they’re my favorite thing about being home – and nice to have a break from all the stress that comes along with being at school. On my short plane ride home, I had an inexplicable and strong hopeful feeling that has followed me for the few days since. 

“When I spoke of impossibility you would frown and shake your head,”

It is a feeling that isn’t new to me, but the sudden realization of the countless possibilities and opportunities that the coming weeks, months, and years can and will bring hit me for the first time in what felt like a long time. It’s a feeling that I associate with “feeling like myself,” because generally speaking, I am an optimist, and constantly having less-than-hopeful thoughts leaves me feeling unrecognizable to myself.

“If I had stayed much longer I’d have surely imploded.”

I am not sure what prompted this return to excited optimism. Maybe I just needed a mental reset, maybe I needed to be away from my college life in order to appreciate it, maybe I needed to listen to more of the music that makes me feel understood (for example any song by Alanis Morissette), maybe I needed some time on my own while traveling. Maybe (definitely) it’s due to my therapy working. I am well aware that therapy works and helps me a lot. Like most things, bettering myself takes time, and, unfortunately, I am generally not good at being patient when it comes to my own life.

“Unprodigal Daughter and I’m heading for the west, disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough,”

While this current good feeling leaves me paranoid that it won’t last forever (spoiler alert: no feelings last forever, which is a blessing and a curse), it is nice to have this renewed sense of purpose and energy while it lasts. It’s nice to know that I’m going to continue to work on feeling this way more often. It’s even nicer to know that, regardless of how long it may last this time, this feeling is never gone forever, and in the times when I am not feeling like my usual positive self, I just need to hang in there and be patient until I am.

“Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last!”

Listen to Unprodigal Daughter here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oEbWQxgDpOA

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Industrial District, Pedja Colony

The industrial complex– steel and concrete and smoke, an urban jungle of thick cables and dizzying heights– rises out of the dusty landscape, shadows thrown into stark relief against the foothills by a reddish glow. As the Red Giant makes its ponderous trek across the sky, so does a neighboring, gaseous titan, a looming darkness racing in its wake to swallow the light.