The Poetry Snapshot: Metamorphosis of Time

Before children start sleeping with memories
to look back on,
A nostalgic vault,
meant for safekeeping,
but never with its lock on,
they can only imagine of what could be.
Dreaming of a future where they would see
the grace of age swept away by the river.

Newport Beach, CA

Tides of childhood crash on shore,
As early bonds forge and turn folklore
into missions to explore;
with every mention of maturity,
youthful optimism is deplored
to have crayoned ideas be more respected,
and backyard ponds take us around the world.

We try to grow up,
in hopes that age will let us go.
Stop gripping us to our seat.
Locking us at home.

When will you realize age is your protector?
A collector of laughter,
advocator of reckless spur.
A metamorphosis of time,
keeping your life from accelerating,
until you cannot make anything of the blur.

When that time comes, oh what a wonderous transformation!
Vibrant and thunderous, with no hesitation.
A breakthrough and bestowment,
from hurrying to grow up to savoring every moment.

TOLAROIDS: Reflections

I like these kinds of photographs because while they are not usually my best, I find the subjects really interesting. I try to look into windows, mirrors, ponds or any other bits of water I can find. I definitely have more reflection photos but somehow I got lost in my gallery and couldn’t find some of them (who knows, if I do then maybe I will do a part #2).

The Rise of the Band Geeks, Episode 16: The Army Returns (Part 3)

Kendra crept away from the crusty dining hall, her backpack a rock on her shoulders and her Holy Band Beanie situated snugly atop her head.  The space was empty save for a few poles, a bannister, a water bottle-refilling station, and–

 

Him.

 

Atop the fountain sat the demonic octopus, its gaze fixated on Kendra.  She pulled her Holy Band Beanie tighter over her ears and set her backpack aside, then clenched her fists.  Without stretching first, she barreled toward the accursed thing with the most vicious battle cry known to mankind, a war chant dredged up from the countless minute spent cadencing with the band to football games.

“BUTTEEEEEER!!!”  Her legs pumping, she shot toward the octopus, her arms outstretched, ready to destroy the thing–

 

THWOMP.

 

She crashed into something solid and human-shaped.  It toppled backward but did not fall onto the floor, which just saved Kendra from faceplanting before a rando who had not been there a mere two seconds before.  When her vision cleared, she realized she was staring at a figure clad in black form-fitting athletic wear from shoulder to toe.  Diminutive and squirrely, the figure bounced up and down his feet to shake out his muscles, unperturbed by Kendra steamrolling into him, then flashed her a smile that eerily resembled that of the demon octopus.

 

“Hello there,” boomed Franklin F. Franklin.

 

“Franklin, wh–how–.”

 

Franklin simply lifted an as-of-now unbruised finger upward.  Kendra’s eyes followed him and found a missing ceiling tile beyond which the ventilation shafts loomed.

 

“I’m a cymbal player.  A little knee-bending doesn’t scare me.”  Again, that smile.  “I was hoping you’d figure it out sooner.  You know, since I am the lord of reversible stuffed octopi.”

 

“F-figure out what?”  Kendra was dizzy; her head was spinning.  Everything she’d been through in the past week was because of Franklin?

 

“I was trying to film an iMovie about sentient stuffed octopi, but you kept popping up in all my critical shots.  Don’t worry; I’ll edit you out of them.”  Noting Kendra’s incredulous expression, Franklin erased his smile.

 

“It was on my bed!!!”

 

I didn’t mean for that to happen!  He just fell from my hand, bro!  I am sorry about that one.  It was completely unintentional.”  As he talked, Franklin approached the apparently-not-demonic octopus and plucked it from the water bottle filler.  “Anyway, I’m almost done filming.  Just two more months to go!”  He flashed Kendra a thumbs-up, bent his knees, and launched himself back into the building’s crawlspace.

 

Kendra shook.  All of the running, all of the terror, and it had been–it wasn’t–.

 

“Hey, Kendra!”

 

She whirled around.  The space was suddenly teeming with students, though she was certain no one had been there a moment before.  Hilary waved at her with a smile that betrayed her ignorant bliss.  “We gotta get to class, sis.  Everything okay?”

 

“Y-yeah,” Kendra stammered.  She stooped down to pick up her backpack again.  Franklin.  Franklin was–.

 

All of this for an iMovie?

 

She pushed her terror away, squared her shoulders, and trudged beside Hilary into the snow.

 

The End!  For now………………..

 

More things will happen next week!

Scribble #15: Winter

I only can see myself skating around the truth who I am,”

Self-discovery at college is as terrifying as it is liberating. I was not prepared for how difficult it would be to decide who I want my friends to be when I am not even sure who I want to be yet. After this month’s below-freezing temperatures and last week’s snowstorm, I can relate even more strongly to today’s song: Winter by Tori Amos. 

“But I know… the ice is getting thin.”

Generally speaking, I am confident in myself and I like who I am. Even so, I’ve realized that recently I haven’t been as patient and forgiving with myself as I should be. Holding myself to a high standard is part of who I am. It is something that I think is great about me, but I realize that sometimes the standard I hold myself to is not realistic and I end up actually holding myself back.

“When you gonna make up your mind?”

Though I have been trying to figure myself out throughout my college experience so far, I have never been so confident in the people I have chosen to be my friends. Not only did I choose them, but they chose me back. We see potential in each other. They’re my supporters, my inspirations, and my confidants, as I am for them. 

“When you gonna love you as much as I do?”

I will navigate this life of self-discovery with the help of my newfound friends. I will let go to the best of my ability and allow myself to grow without putting pressure on myself. I will embrace the uncertainty and the change and my decisions. Most importantly, I will be gentle with myself. This is a learning process, and I have no right to expect myself to be perfect. I am not ready to make every decision about who I want to be (nor should I be), but I am ready to make one decision. It is time for me to decide to love myself the way that I am loved by my family and friends. 

“’Cause things are gonna change so fast.”

Listen to Winter here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qw431cX0mgQ

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