Capturing Campus: Alternative Transportation

Alternative Transportation 

As a child

colors dissolved

and speckles of magic 

emerged

I waited for something

to take me away from here

But nothing did

so I held up a mirror

and imagined I’d fallen in

to a world opposite this one

grass grew from the sky 

clouds like slippers

teary eyed turned upside

anger was to satisfy

a vendetta paid in full

My friend gifted me a book

empty pages and a burn building 

in a chest beating

for a richer life

where pain isn’t pleasure

where people mean what they mean

where I’m far away

but home

yes, home

This is the last sheet I promise

Remember the fantasy iceland fashion concepts I posted?

Read more: This is the last sheet I promise

I drew Simon in his fantasy Iceland clothes, because the story does take him there in the future.

I made his embroidery into fishes, and I chopped off his hair. He’s still stylish with short hair, and I did debate on if I wanted him to always have short hair. It’s a different silhouette than his original look, but it still has the general color scheme, big earrings, and high neck. Hopefully, he still looks like Simon.

aSoSS 48 | Impulse

…at the club, instead of being fifteen dollars for a drink it was twenty dollars, and of course Trisha had to have those!

Sky Harbor International Airport, 8:30AM, 1/6/2025

mark the spot where we buried you, kicking without force, screaming without sound. in my hands, in memoriam–you deserve that dignity, at least–slammed against the earth, stone imprinted against skin, the divot between neck and collarbone which i am intimately familiar with: a cave beneath a waterfall, a cloak of caramel to shield the sweetness. you are not dead to the world, least of all to me, with your stare piercing the back of my eyelids and your smile shining against the moon–


You could go in a vertical line, you could go in circles, my sister just picks a random spot and starts shoveling…

Union + S. University, 11:00AM, 2/20/2025

displacement is a natural order. in three generations there will be nothing left of the world we treasure: one to prime, one to paint, and one to sit and wonder where it all went wrong. nostalgia clings to the heart like cigarette smoke, heavy and unyielding. i will name my youngest after you and pray they carry your soul onward, an electrical current through the family tree. you are quivering from the tension. an impulse, or an impasse? look around, grab my hand, close the gap. look around, whisper a prayer, close your eyes.


Born curious, it’s gotten me into a lot of trouble…

Yeah, that’s what life is all about!

SPCA Thrift, 3:00PM. 3/4/2025

the water is up to my chest, shallow enough to hear my thoughts and deep enough to drown them. your crown is made of sand and the palace has long crumbled–you are on your toes, chin above the current, swept head over heels. the ocean flirts and then consumes, a vicious cycle of birth and rebirth. the blinking dot on the horizon was a wolf in sheep’s clothing, a four-leaf clover with a missing petal. the lighthouse is nowhere to be seen.

Capturing Campus: The Right Way

The Right Way

I could tell myself 

I’m right

but there is no way to know

how I was meant 

to turn out

the beliefs  

the hurt 

a mind in mutiny

the inside suffering  

indoctrination until opinions

become ghosts

untouched and unfelt

preaching reason and absurd escape

packing the mind until stuffed and bursting 

with hard-to-hear thoughts 

was I meant to be this way

or did circumstance

bend me

into a familiar shape