TOLAROIDS: Animals

I am a big animal lover and I genuinely believe animals are better models than humans. They are usually very curious about the cameras so they stare right at it or even approach to see what it is, which is honestly a really nice experience. They do make it hard to take non-blurry photos, but hey, at least there is some challenge to it! This week I decided to look for some of my favorite photos of animals that I took over the years.

For questions, comments, or concerns – you know where to find me 🙂 @akilian_jpg on Instagram and akilian@umich.edu

The Rise of the Band Geeks, Episode 14: The Army Returns (Part 1)

It started out subtly:  cold sweat on her hands, the crawling sensation she was being watched, tension coiling through the back of her neck.  Between homework, classes, and crying over the fact that she had to turn in her uniform last Saturday, Kendra didn’t have time to consider who–or what–her stalker was.

 

When she first spotted him, she was crying studying in her dorm room.  Her roommate was out and about, so she was all alone–save, of course, the random stuffed octopus perched eerily on her windowsill.

 

“AAAAAAAAIIIIIIEEEE!”  In her terror, she yeeted her calculus textbook across the floor and nearly spilled perfectly hot dining hall coffee.  When she came to her senses, she realized the octopus was just staring at her contentedly.  Smiling, its innocent visage harbored no malevolence she could observe with the naked eye–which meant it was harmless, right?  She knew there was a cymbal kid named Franklin who was obsessed with these things, so maybe….

 

But she didn’t know Franklin.  Franklin didn’t know where she lived.  And, most crucially, Kendra was not on the drumline.

 

She backed away slowly from the thing and its stitched-on ovular eyes.  She couldn’t take her eyes off it; if she did, she was afraid it would attack her.  But it didn’t.  After half an hour spent hiding in her laundry basket, Kendra emerged to find her room just as she’d left it, except now the octopus was gone.

 

She was on the Bursley-Baits bus the next time she spotted the octopus.  After an afternoon spent practicing Taps on her horn in the band hall, she was wiped:  her palms were sweaty, knees weak, arms were heavy.  Her vision was so blurred with exhaustion she almost did not spot the octopus swinging from one of the straps standing passengers were supposed to hold onto.

 

Though horror rose in her throat, she did not scream.  She was in public; whatever this was, the octopus could not attack her here.  It could not do anything, anyway, because it was a stuffed octopus.  She was imagining things.  Franklin must have stuck one here to troll passengers and forgotten about it…right?

 

She decided she was sleep-deprived; she was seeing things.  So she went to bed early that night and woke up refreshed, her eyes naturally sliding open to greet the day in a rare moment of bliss.  She gave a slight smile, took in her surroundings, then–.

 

The octopus, the same octopus from her windowsill and the bus, was sitting inches from her face.

 

The screech that emitted from Kendra was a cross between a banshee’s shrill and a five-year-old cackling as his mother vacuumed the carpet.  Her roommate, the people in the adjacent rooms, the residents of the hall two floors below her, and an unsuspecting clump of pedestrians on the sidewalk bore witness to her scream.

 

“What the flippin’ frick is wrong with you!?” hollered her roommate.

 

“O-O-OCTOPUS!!!!”

 

“What th–oh, that?  Where’d you get him?  He’s so cute!”

 

“HE’S A DEMON OCTOPUS, HILARY!  HE’S BEEN STALKING ME ALL WEEK!  HE’S–.”

 

Calmly, Hilary plucked the octopus off Kendra’s bed and stroked its plush head.  “Aaaawwww, hey there, widdle guy!  where’d you come from?”

 

“I don’t know!!!!  But he’s been on the bus, so he needs a deep cleaning.”

 

“Oh.”  Hilary tenderly set the octopus onto her desk so she could clean him.  “Why are you afraid of a stuffed octopus anyway?”

 

“HE’S ALIVE!!!”

 

“Alright, Kendra, calm down.  I’m sure the octopus isn’t really alive.  You’ve been reading way too many creepypastas, sis.  Here, let’s get breakfast and try to think through this rationally.”

 

To Be Continued………………………………..

The Poetry Snapshot: To The Moon

Cass Lake, MI (find the tiny moon!)

I love you to the moon and…
And what?
And back to this town?
Where I feel the gravity of their eyes on me?
Depravity of the lies I hear?
No.
Not back.
I do not want to come back.
So what if we just stayed on the moon?

Without any context,
Or caring what comes next,
Without fear of any conflict,
Or anyone feeling vexed.

Every smiling moment,
Has been shared under the moon.

In the bliss of torrential downpours and concert encores.
Deep breaths under twinkling fairy lights and dimly lit starry nights.

But on Earth the moon sets at dawn.
And uncertainties are redrawn
In bright colors for everyone to see.

On the moon,
However,
We could last forever.
Stars help make amends,
and there would be no critics.
Like a song that never ends,
We could live between the lyrics.

 

Scribble #13: Anklebiters

“Try to remember how it felt to just make up your own steps,”

This week’s song entitled Anklebiters by Paramore is one that I first heard in my freshman year of high school. It’s a song that I think about often, especially when I feel like I need to make a tough decision that goes against the majority or do something difficult in order to stand up for my own values and be who I want to be. 

“And let anklebiters chew up and spit out someone else.”

Hayley Williams from Paramore stated that the song is about “listening to your heart, and what do you want out of life? Who do you want to be? Versus all this outside influence that I think we get so caught up in, especially in the age of the Internet and all the different opinions that we hear so loudly every day.” My communications classes this semester have led me to reflect on my own social media usage and I’ve realized that it is even more unhealthy than I thought. Often, it makes me feel like I’m living my college years the wrong way.

“Fall in love with yourself…” 

It’s easier said than done, but the truth is that everyone has their own path. For me, the hardest part is seeing a certain path constantly portrayed in the media and realizing that that path is not mine. It makes me worry that I’m not making the most out of this time of my life. However, when I take a step back, I realize that I’m beyond happy with my decisions, my life, and myself.

“Why do you wanna please the world and leave yourself to drop dead?”

When I do what I want to do and follow my own gut and heart, I’m far happier than when I try to force myself into the fictional, nonexistent college-student mold perpetuated by social media. Even though I worry that I’m doing things the “wrong” way because my experience doesn’t mirror the one I see on Instagram and TV and in movies, I would rather follow my own path than follow one that makes me feel like I am betraying myself. And sometimes, that path involves intaking less social media than before.

“Someday you’re gonna be the only one you’ve got.”

Listen to Anklebiters here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4CWhPozi7Kg&list=OLAK5uy_kvSodSg6OoxQ2hbAhPXr1qiaCviDcRXCs&index=10

The Indian Artist: Art from a Cone

Hello everyone! I hope that you are all doing well! Today I wanted to do a shorter post sharing with you all my newest mehndi and henna designs. I hope that you all enjoy!

I have gone into a little more detail as to what exactly henna, or mehndi, is in a previous post of mine on my piece, “The Art Between Genders“. But for the sake of explaining, here is a brief introduction into what exactly mehndi is. Henna, the plant itself, which is found in many parts of the world, is a small four-petaled flower ranging from yellow to pink. Twice a year the leaves are harvested, dried, and ground into a fine powder. This powder is used to dye hair and for the ancient eastern art of mehndi. Powder from the henna plant can be fine or coarse and pure natural henna powder can be bright to deep green, khaki, or brown. These powders render stains that are orange, red, burgundy, cinnamon, bittersweet chocolate brown, burgundy-black, black cherry, and near-black in color. Colloquially, mehndi and henna have become the same, referring to the method of applying body art with a smooth silky paste. It is most commonly applied to the hands and feet during times of joy and celebrations. No Indian wedding is ever complete without a Mehndi ceremony.

I fell in love with the beautiful art form that is mehndi from a very early age. I started trying my own hand out early on as well, practicing on anybody and everybody who would let me. Now, I practice on myself and my friends as well as simply

on paper.

Generally, mehndi can be commercially bought in a cellophane cone. This makes it easy to handle and apply as if you were using a pen to draw on the skin. Becoming comfortable with the cone, pressure, and speed takes a lot of practice and patience but is well worth it.

I see mehndi as a way of spreading joy and pride for my culture. If any of you every are interested in getting henna done, please do not hesitate to reach out!  If anything that I discussed in this post stands out, or if any questions arise please feel free to comment and share your thoughts!

 

Looking forward to next Monday!

 

~ Riya

Instagram: @riya_aggarwal.art

Personal website: https://theindianartist.weebly.com/