Blissful Ignorance

Landscape with the Fall of Icarus, Brueghel c. 1560

This painting was brought to my attention recently after reading the poem “Musée des Beaux Arts” by W.H. Auden. Upon first seeing the painting, I had no idea how it could possibly relate to this poem about the every day normalcy that occurs right around a tragedy. Simply, the lush landscape and rich colors took my breath away. The fact that I had to search the picture for the pair of legs flailing in the right hand corner in order to see that anything was wrong here was quite a wake up call and also essentially the point of Auden’s poem.

Before I get into the implications of the poem and the painting, allow me to refresh your memory of the story of the painting’s protagonist. Icarus and his father were imprisoned by the King of Crete and could not escape by land or sea so the father of Icarus built a pair of wings out of wax and feathers for the two of them to escape. He cautioned his son to stay a safe distance from the sun, as the wax could easily melt, but after they had escaped Icarus’ love for flying took him closer and closer to the sun until his wings melted and he fell into the water and drowned.

So, here is Auden’s poem:

About suffering they were never wrong,
The old Masters: how well they understood
Its human position: how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along;
How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting
For the miraculous birth, there always must be
Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating
On a pond at the edge of the wood:
They never forgot
That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course
Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot
Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer’s horse
Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.

In Breughel’s Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away
Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may
Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,
But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone
As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green
Water, and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen
Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,
Had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.

To very briefly examine this poem stylistically we can see that it deviates from any formal structure or rhyme scheme. It uses formal language, but also intersperses the verse with very informal words such as “doggy.” His sudden interlude of “for instance” sets the reader in an entirely different genre of writing, as if he is switching to an argument in prose. When I first read it, I was sure this was an insert from the anthology and  no longer part of the poem. Categorizing the death as a “failure,” plays down the tragedy of the drowning in contrast with the leisure of the ploughman.  To all of these other figures in the painting, the sight and sound of the death is just a blip on the radar; they have more important things to worry about.

The contrast between the scene of suffering and the proximity of a routine untouched by this scene rings all too true to modern society. I seem to get an update to my phone every 15 minutes from BBC or CNN reporting the most recent tragedy, but like the ship I continue sailing on with whatever I’m doing. Soldiers killed – put in laundry. Woman missing – make a sandwich. Government shutdown – study for my history midterm. When I put it this way, my inaction is almost more horrifying than the scene of suffering itself. But what am I supposed to do? How can I help the victims of a cruel world from my cozy Ann Arbor home? Trust me, I’d give anything to bring justice and peace to the world, but in our times of inaction, all we can really do is reject the ploughman attitude and tune in to the sights and sounds around us, no matter how unpleasant they may be. Awareness is the first step in change and even Auden was attuned to this in 1938.

This is why we’re in school, this is why we read the news, so that one day we can give back to the world that doesn’t seem to be able to keep its head on straight. So take some time to turn away from your Facebook News Feed and turn on the news so that someday you can be the one to pull Icarus out of the water before he drowns.

Once upon a petition

Thanks to GMHC for this picture.
(GMHC)

With Blood Battle just around the corner–the blood drive competition between the University of Michigan and the ohio state university which measures who raises the most donations–it’s important to remember that not all people are allowed to donate blood. I’m a man who has sex with men. Thus, I cannot donate.

But I don’t care. I have no ethical imperative to gush blood on those that need it.

While some feel discriminated against, which makes sense because it does ban a specific portion of the population (men who have sex with men–MSM) because of a particular “sexually deviant behavior” often equated with “homosexuality,” I don’t have any personal problem with this. There is nothing in the world that makes me feel morally responsible for people who need blood (#IntroToPhilosophy). There are non-sexually deviant hetero folks and people who don’t get tattoos nor travel who can donate blood, so, in general, its covered. (I know the blood pool is low, but people can still get some pretty good height on the diving board of.)

I’d rather focus my time away from liberal-reformist-assimilationist goals of ending blood discrimination and marriage discrimination in favor of liberation, or just not being killed. Also, most of these reforms continue the stigma of “risky sexual behavior” and the stigma around folks living with HIV/AIDS.

However, for the time, I think it’s important to mediate on people who have an extreme amount of empathy with folks in need. While I don’t particularly have an interest in all of humanity, some do and I respect that. I may be a bitter, postmodern, queer revolutionary, who hates everyone. Full stop.

819 signatures to change the policy banning MSM from donating blood. 99,191 signatures left until the White House will view the document and take the petition seriously. 100,000 signatures needed in total.

Behind every number is a person who supports this cause who lets a little information about themselves out into the public sphere and waits until 99,999 people come to the same consensus. There is so much hope with signing a petition, especially when its electronic.

Looking at the list of signatories reminds me of trying to crack a secret code: “Signature #738, November 06, 2013, Lake in the Hills, IL., C.M.” I wonder what was going through “C.M.’s” head on November 06 at x o’clock. They didn’t decide on the 7th or 8th of November and so they locked themselves in to be number 738. Perhaps they were swimming in the lake in the hills lake in the hills on the 6th. I wonder who they are. What is their story? Why are they an ally? How are they an ally?

In each signature lies an actual person (maybe) and that is terrifyingly beautiful. People with their own lives, stories, histories, futures, all of which, for one moment, stopped to sign a petition that could potentially help save lives.

Stopping to stare at the amount of people who have signed this document is like reading the unreadable. K.B. J.L. E.B. D.L. are just a combination of letters that points to 4 people in the world. Each unique person reduced down to 4, sometimes 3, facts all encompassed by a grey speech bubble. Missing voices, missing bodies, intentions present. The symmetrical nature of these intentions all pointing to one goal.

There is beauty in simplicity.

Semantics of Music

If you Google “music” there are over 4.8 billion results and those results vary from internet radio sites to random YouTube clips to intellectual discussions on music theory to debates on whether Justin Beiber or Justin Timberlake is hotter. Most of those results would be labeled as music by the average listener, but when it comes to pieces which challenge the commonplace definition of music, what distinguishes music from noise?

The first line of the music Wikipedia page reads “Music is an art form whose medium is sound and silence”. Webster provides five definitions, the most notable defining music as “the science or art of ordering tones or sounds in succession, in combination, and in temporal relationships to produce a composition having unity and continuity”. Much of classical and modern music easily fulfills these requirements but what is to be done in the unique case of John Cage’s 4’33”?

4’33” is a deliberate absence of sound requiring nothing more of the performer than to be present for four minutes and thirty three seconds as the audience is forced to listen to the sounds of the environment surrounding them. Is this music? The intention is there, John Cage is a highly respected modern composer and music theorist. The piece does use sound and silence, which is the conventional medium of music, in a highly unconventional way. When we ask, “Is this music?” we are debating whether the squeak of a chair during a performance is disruptive or part of the live musical experience.

To John Cage “there is no noise, only sound” however the distinction between music and noise is defined uniquely from person to person based upon cultural norms and personal experiences with sound within a musical context. The qualifications for a collection of sounds to be considered music vary greatly throughout the world and the relativist, post-modern viewpoint is that there is not one universal concept defining what is and what is not music.

During my Musicology class freshmen year we were taken to the pond and told to listen to the music of the environment, our very own 4’33” experience. In that context; the birds chirping, the muffled coughing, and the cars honking were part of a musical experience and united to create music. Yet, normally I just hear it all as noise pollution. Perhaps John Cage is right and the noises of the world are secretly creating beautiful harmonies which one must simply listen for to hear the music. For me, music is in the ear of the beholder and I am going to keep my ears open.

Extinction.

These are stunning portraits of some of the world’s most remote tribes before they pass away.

Amazing photography.

I am Telugu, an Indian sub-lingustic/ethnic group. It’s funny, I remember a few years ago, going to a Telugu cultural event and the MC telling the audience that according to anthropological and scientific studies, Telugu was going to die out in about a hundred or so years and I remember being stunned at that fact.

Because I’ve lived in so many places, I feel uncomfortable labeling myself one specific term or narrowing my identity down to one culture but Telugu was the exception. I’ve never quite had a home but Telugu was as close as it got and the idea of the culture and language I grew up with having a concrete expiration date haunts me, the way it’s troubling to accept your aging parents will soon die, pass away, cease to exist, and those you love will no longer have the ability to get to know them the way you did.

Though these tribes are unique and entirely different than the predicament Telugu people are in, I can’t help but feel solidarity. The sorrow of our situation, however, is bittersweet because it is reassuring and humbling to realize that cultures will come and go but civilization will march on.

We are all but a mote of dust, suspended on a sunbeam.

Arachnid Architecture

A small part of me dies when I see something being destroyed. Watching a vase shatter, a tree being cut down, a city laid to waste. When hiking through a forest, where spiders have woven their webs between branches, letting them dangle overhead or in my face, I cannot bring myself to tear them down.

Spiderwebs are spun to capture insects, to entangle them in their adhesive silk until the weaver of the web comes to devour them. It is essentially a death trap, a weapon, and a prison, but so beautiful. Perhaps the purpose of the spiderweb is not important, but the design and construction of it are what matter. Spiderwebs are an architectural feat of natural art. A sturdy and intricate web is spun by dozens of tiny threads, coordinated to enact a single purpose of entanglement. The beauty of all these small parts working together, orchestrated by an eight-legged mastermind, is spectacular. To me, it is like a wonderfully-designed building,  but a living and breathing monument artistically crafted with intention.

Spiderwebs are not cobwebs. Rather, cobwebs are former spiderwebs gone dormant. Merriam Webster defines a cobweb as “the threads of old spider webs that are found in areas that have not been cleaned for a long time.” Cobwebs are ancient  structures built and abandoned by spiders. To compare, spiderwebs are like modern structures–such as the Eiffel Tower or Empire State Building–whereas cobwebs are ancient ruins, such as the Mayan Pyramids or Great Wall of China. As these webs are strung with individual threads to create a collective piece, when these pieces are combined, entire metropolises can be formed.

spiderwebs

As networked beings, spiderwebs should appeal to our natural tendencies. Our bodies are a system of complex networks–with veins and blood-vessels, complex organ systems, muscles, etc–we travel across lands on networked routes–highway systems, rail-lines, flight paths–and most of our world is a series of webbed connections–water pipes, electric wires, cable lines. It is only logical that we are drawn to interact in webs, especially in the Information Age and opportunities created by the Internet, the world’s largest web. Social networking sites embrace our webs of social connections–our networks. Spiders embrace networks as well. They take advantage of the potential power provided by their webs and rely on them for survival. As humans, we must also rely on our networks. We need to be connected with others, not only for physical support–such as transport, utilities, etc–but for social and emotional fulfillment. Webs are beautiful things, and it is a travesty to lose them. Even if they are spiderwebs.

Community and V for Vendetta: My First Viewing

So I’ve had a busy few days, mostly because of my procrastination, but luckily I got everything done pretty early tonight.

Unluckily, I almost forgot about my blog post. I’ve had a topic in mind for the past few days, but I’ve been working on an English assignment due tomorrow, so I’ve been avoiding the actual writing part. So here I am, sitting in the South Lounge at Markley, writing my post at the last minute.

I was going to talk about fall and how pretty the trees are, and although that is my new favorite thing to talk about since this is my first “real” fall (Houston, where I’m from, really doesn’t have a fall), my friend suggested a new topic as I rushed to get my laptop.

I’m in the south lounge because I’m about to watch V for Vendetta with some girls from my hall. I know about this movie, I’ve seen the clip of a speech from it as well as analyzed it, but I’ve never actually gotten the chance to watch it, nor do I really know what it’s exactly about.

I’m honestly a bit ashamed to say this, since I claim to be such a movie buff (seriously, if you don’t remember an actor’s name, I’m the one to ask). But that also means I get a unique experience. Not knowing much about this movie, I’m going to see it with an open mind, and with my friends, something I probably wouldn’t get if I was watching it alone in my dorm.

However, that also means I don’t have much to say about it. So as the movie is about to start, I am talking with my friends, just enjoying the community we have here, and wondering what I’ll think after I see it. But I’m also thankful – I really love getting to know everyone, and I feel like this is the way movies are meant to be seen, with friends, in a community.

Hopefully I’ll enjoy it. I think I will, seeing as it’s considered such a classic. Only time will tell. So as this night comes to a close, I have only one more thing to say:

Remember, Remember the 5th of November.