Anywhere
Most days I sit and think
about how I don’t want to be here
nor there
or anywhere.
Neither heaven
nor hell,
earth,
limbo,
a place beyond,
somewhere I can’t get back from,
a plane betwixt time and space,
a void of blank white walls,
a pit of darkness found
nowhere.
My lungs cave in
like they’ll shrivel and fall
caught by my ribs
clinging.
Ambivalence arrives
as tired tears
drop
Heavy limbs
weighed down
at the realization
that nowhere is impossible.
Inside me is nothing
and I cannot go there
so I must stay
until my days have passed
sitting and thinking
of a place neither here
nor there
or anywhere.
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